The more lonely I feel, the more withdrawn I become. When I feel overlooked, I push people away instead of reaching out. It really worsens the problem instead of making it better! I grow sad over so few interactions with people, and then I sulk, wishing people would notice and validate me... when I am really the one who needs to show people I am hurting and needing interaction.
Sometimes I confuse myself :)
Looking back on my post about being forgotten... I realize that I often am the one to create the problem for myself! When I shut people out, they can see I am not myself, but they have no way of helping. I am very good at excluding myself! And that is something that hurts the most!
Again... something to work on.
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